life - a poem

I don't do poetry much but somethings inspired this one.

falling

crumbling

through space and time.

quietly

crawling

through an eternal abyss.

sensing

seeing

miracles waiting to be happened.

calling

yelling

to those who need it most.

anger

emotions

consuming slowly.

sadness

frustration

escaping quietly.

-Clementine

opinions

opinions make or break us.

my opinions are not like most. they are my own and they are not based on many world problems. I do not care about politics, I do not know enough about them to have an intelligent conversation about them. I do not care about presidential elections, town meetings or land disputes.

I have opinions about family, how they work, how dynamics work and how children act toward their parents.

Background about me. I was adopted, shit happened, whatever. I am not afraid to fight with my mother, maybe because I have an ego, maybe cause I am a bitch. I don't know many other people who fight with their mothers the way I do.

I am not afraid to tell her that something she wants to do is wrong or bad for her. I am not afraid to tell her that my life is going to change if she does something. I am also not afraid to tell her 'it's not my problem'.

Other people are. Again, it may be because I am a bitch, not sure. It just irritates me when things happen in families and I have an opinion but my opinion doesn't matter. So whatever, blogging on here instead.

RAWR. End of rant. xD

Other than that NH is FINALLY warming up! It is like 45 degrees, which sounds fricken cold, but it NH that is amazingly warm. Like light sweatshirt weather.

=]

Sooooo nice. I will try to contain my ranting and get back to my writing, since i just started a new story. I probably shouldn't have but oh well, I have like four other ones that need to be finished.

So ta-ta-for-now,
Clementine.

Animals

Here is another blog with everyday life at the house:

Got our sweet new plates! Woo! Dr Who Fan <3

Ash in her cute outfit

My babygirl with her bully stick

Meeko, king of the house.

Sleepy girl.

Sorry again for the lack of posts. Who knew buying a house was so stressful? Hopefully today will bring good news and I can start up on writing.

I did just start one but it is... I don't know how I feel about it just yet. It kind of starts out like another book I wrote but I will roll with it and see.

-Clementine

television

So I have been going through a lot lately, sorry for the lack of posts and blogs.

My husband and I are trying to get a house but that's a pain in the ass and so full of stress.

My job is killing me, literally, so done with it.

And I just finished fighting an ear infection.

This blog will just be random ramblings about my favorite tv shows.

Currently I am watching:
Mysteries at the Museum, Ink Master, Ax Men, Walking Dead, Face off and soon Jim Henson's Creature Shop

I just finished:
Opposite Worlds and King of the Nerds.

Now, this sounds like I have a lot of time but I totally don't. I am lucky if I get one tv show a day.

So Walking Dead is killing me. The last episode made me want to cry. I knew I hated that stupid little girl.

Ax Men is a bunch of grown men acting like little bitches and fighting all the time, although it is hilarious.

Ink Master has been dramatic this year! One chick just ran off, like what the hell!

Ugh!

So yeah, today I am just dying. I feel like crap, I forgot a bunch of homework and I just want to crawl into bed and sleep for like the next year. But I can't.

That is my rant. Sorry about not 'blogging' more. Hopefully this whole stress situation will go away soon.

-Clementine

birthday

Holy crap. My birthday is Sunday. It doesn't even feel like it. I am too old for another birthday.

So we are going to the Aquarium which I am pretty excited about. I haven't been to one in forever. I live up in the middle of nowhere so we don't have much. We have to drive 1.5 hours just to get to the aquarium.

I wicked need to start writing again. I have been wicked lazy. That and work has been sucking me in lately, having me work more and more which sucks.

I think that I might do what I always do and start doing random works of writing. Usually I just begin writing random things and one of them is good.

I have recently been writing about zombies, immortals and romance. I need to get my butt in gear and start writing like non stop but that's okay.

So yeah, just a stupid little blog.

-Clementine

Cars

I have been screwed over more times than you can count by mechanics. This has caused me to find out how to do stuff myself. So today we fixed a hole in the muffler and did the front brakes on my friends car.

The car we worked on is old and had a lot of rust so we ran into problems there. We ended up doing the brakes and that was all well and good so I took it for a test drive. Then the wheel decided to act funny so we had to fix that.

Finally we got that all fixed so we took it for a drive on the highway. I pulled over to check on it because I wasn't sure if it was still doing good. So we stopped the car and the drivers wheel was smoking.

Goddamn! I was so pissed. The caliper seized and it was like 9pm so nothing was open. So the tow truck just came cause I can't drive it, I mean the stupid caliper was seized. I thought the calipers were rusty but was like "Eh, it's fine."

So I am exhausted, cold (Cause it is only like 20 degrees here) and in need of a bottle of wine.

-Sincerely a very tired, aggravated Clementine.